To cut the long story short: about my life, about my every day...

Look at this beautiful cat! I just posted this picture but I didn't write anything. Because sometimes I didn't have a mood for writing, sometimes I tired...

But now I don't go at work because I am taking care about my little daughter. She is three months now. I think and hope that I will back at this livejournal very soon. Good luck!!!

Today is beautiful autumn. Very, very beautiful autumn. The leaves are leaving trees and flying ... and dancing ... and slowly falling on the ground. I was walking along the street and getting pleasure when i saw such picture. Unfortunately, I have a photocamera but I didn't take it for my walk and I just looked at different paints of autumn.

No. :). I think it isn't a good idea if you (we) are not friends. If we are friends we will write to each other like we are writing to each other with my other friends from university, school, work and internet :). But I don't see nothing interesting to keep tabs for the sake of curiosity.

I am sorry that I have left this livejournal for the such long time, but I really don't have a good thoughts in my head or I am lazy very often, also I don't have a lot of the free time. I hope I will change it! :)

I would write something here... but lately my head don't want to think absolutely. I am lazy for writing in livejournal though I read almost everything. And when I am reading my old posts (especially on English) it seems to me that it was written by other person absolutely! wow! Today (and not only) I am surprizing to myself! It seems to me that I am in other reality, in any fog or dream.... *but I am not drunk, really :)))* I will explain this my state of health by change of the weather (though the weather is fine and wonderful, also May is the most remarkable month of the year, really!!!).
Maybe I am tired lately...

There are no thoughts in my head absolutely...
No. thoughts are present but it is fading so quickly... so quickly... and I can not to stop it in time...
Very often I tired after my work but... I am happy :). Just because I am living! :)
Also in May and June are many birthday of my relatives and acquaintances. It's very nice too :)

Yesterday was a sunny day. The cats and dogs which I have seen on my way were dozing on the first young grass under the warm spring sun. I wanted to photographed this pictures but at that moment I have noticed sadly that my camera of mobile phone has been discharged.... Maybe I will make more photos later... and yesterday I have made one photo only.


But today is raining... There is a bit of sad but not a low spirit. Spring rain is not a bad :)))

Discipline is not a line of which I could brag, rather I see the own aim and try to execute it qualitatively but what supplements and accompanies process is not important for me...
What am I telling about? There is friendly atmosphere at my work. We can talk with each other about anything and any topics durind our working pauses. So... Sometimes I like to drink coffe at the computer... as at home so at my work... :). Usually I like doing it when I have not a stuff for typing or writing or when my work is not difficult and not urgent and I draw in Autocad slowly by mouse only. But quality of job should be the same good...
But at home sometimes I allow to relax to myself. Today I tried... to eat ice-cream at the comp :))))

don't turn around when anybody called you......:)))


"Go away! Fade away! I don't wish to be photographed"


"HI! What do you want to say to me? I am listening to you! :)))"

My first post was about a music. Also in that time I wasn't sure what I will write more. I like to write thoughts which comes into my mind in current moment, not more...
Created on 2009-01-16 16:13:42

It's very strangely. All my clocks at home show (specify) a different time. Also two clocks from it are broken. Не-не :))). But my clock in mobile phone is OK! :)))

Today I am sad.
Whole day I want to sleep.
But I know that this day will leave our reality very soon. (Already one is coming to the end)
Also tomorrow will be better :)))
I hope. No. I know ;)

I would like to tell about my dream which I have seen at the last week. But I don't believe that the dreams means something or the dreams will become a reality. I never read the books where I could learn the meaning of my dreams. I think that dream is a mirror of our thoughts and our last or current events. And if something from dreams becomes a reality, it means we prefered so... in your mind...
I saw in my dream that I am going to the shop where I see the two boxes which contained.... cats. There are different cats in the boxes: white and black. And the cats don't run away, they are sitting silent.
When I back home I understand that nobody from family will take care about those cats. And then I think about good place for cat's life in another family with other people.

catch the thoughts within reach of a reality,
dream about something out of reach of one,
also hide it inside your mind,
turn it into your riddle or mystery....

Somewhere there are many flowers on the ground... Somewhere there are many green trees around... Somewhere there are many sunny smiles of the spring... But I see the snow-fall again :). It's april. Really. And very funny. But I hope it was last snow-fall in this spring.

Her name is Snowflake5_25


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I would like to write something here... very much.
But I don't know what. Last two months nothing happened in my life, there are not new events and new thoughts in my head. Therefore sometimes I don't have topics for writing. Just one idea came into my mind, but I still can not tell about it. Probably I will tell about it later. But when spring sun presented to us more warming I almost have awaked up and I was interested more things than on february. At this moment I don't buy anything, don't meet with my friends, and don't walk anywhere with them. But I understand that I am doing so for my dream, and everything is temporarily... Impossibly to do some business at the same time (simultaneonsly). But I don't forget my hobbies!!! :)

Already I look at the bright smile of a spring sun.
I would like to see green trees very soon.
But still nothing happens in my life and now the biggest change for me is the arrival of spring to the streets and into my heart... only.. and I am glad to see it very much.

Else two days ago I felt spring comes...
The birds was singing their spring songs around, already steams have run...
But today is colder than some days ago. Hope it will last not long.... I really hope. I understand that winter is beautiful season in its own way, but when the winter last about whole half of year or more than half of year, it is not funny. But sun are shining brightly as before...:)